I hate today, I hate how my brain works and what I need and want and can't have and how it effects me.
I want to be stupidly happy again but I don't think it's in the cards for me.
I feel like I'm shutting down and having to block out everything I used to embrace. I suppose I am kind of changing who I am to be doing what I am. That's probably not right and probably something I should look at as a serious problem. But instead I'm living life out of foolishness and trying to ignore everything. I should fix that.
But I won't.
"I can't get out of what I'm into with you"
Thank you Grizzly Bear.