That all being said, I totally want to learn piano. Like really learn it. I always get this longing to be able to play when I hear it and maybe that's normal for everyone else who is obsessed with music? I don't know, because most people I know are musicians,
But when I sit and listen to Dan (the bf) and my friends making music, I get so incredibly jealous that I can’t be involved in something awesome like that. I don't mean being in a band necessarily but to simply create such inspiring sounds. I want to do it for myself, simply for my own pleasure. I'd say worth it. So after trying for basically the first time on Dan’s piano this weekend I think I could actually it if I practice enough. Maybe I’d just learn the beautifully eerie piano parts of Radical Face’s music (that shit just takes over when I listen to it), that’d do it for me. This weekend I learned/was taught the intro to one of their songs, and now I caught the bug and I almost bought myself an M-Audio keyboard this morning. I know I could do it if I stay motivated, cause right now it’s all I can think about. So why not, right? I guess I just should, my new thing is trying to just do shit for me that’s going to make myself happy and this is one of those things. I think I can justify it.
Music has always been a huge part of my life, I think it’s time I start making it again. Maybe I’ll pull out the dusty old clarinet, and pump out some tunes on that thing. If I still can that is.